thinking again / future/ music/ nazi ass president

hi vros my mind is like, so full of thoughts yet empty at the same time, so cool

listening to luv(sic) part 2 right now and its very soothing, like it makes me feel at peace in some nice field peace, like it isnt too hot but cool enough to feel a breeze and not be cold

I wanna be a pilot but im not sure if I'll ever be able to get there and i feel like i shouldnt be shooting too high with how quick i get myself into things then quit so mesjfgskjba

i really want to fly though
it feels like itd be freeing, being in the air like that, kajhhehae

maybe ill join the airforce if my grades are high enough by the end of this year

i really want my freedom though and i cant do that if im at some training camp then deployed for the rest of my 20 years i have to serve so im not sure what i want to do

ugh

ok ill just let whatever happen happen

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i think im just obbsessed with the thought of being obligated to fight

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swear ive nevber been more afraid of my future in my life with all this trump bull
the immigrants, trannets and now autistics??? wtf bro, why do you want to track my every move just because i was born with something i couldnt help, ugh if i end up in some consentration camp come save me guys :pray: :sob: , like why are we deporting and arresting people who dont know how to spell in english?? america does not have a defined language as it is made up of a collective of many different kinds of people. this fascist ass conutry is going to burn. I cant wait till someone assassinates him