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so like, I'm grounded :3..??? no way and wtv,, but my mom only took away my phone?? The device I actively choose to ignore even exists?? Anyway,, my room is looking so pretty .. I've been in a depressive spiral as of late, uhm Im not sober anymore which stinks, but whatever I don't have my phone to mark it down so it lowk doesn't even count. BUT ANYWAY BACK TO ROOM TALK,, its like .. vibes y'know?? Like imma get high and just chill in here, and I'm happy abt that I guess c: literally though the only reason I cleaned my room was bc my mom pissed me off. I will do literally anything to spite anyone just bc of how petty I am .. its a problem I'm dealing with, but hey, if it works it works right??? x33 idk I think I'm in an "I hate my mom phase" either that or she can be abusive as hell sometimes (not in this regard LMAO not having my phone isn't that serious) and I'm DEEEEFFFFFF gonna need some therapy in my 20s just so I can learn how to love again, living la vida loca tho