don't have enough money for pepsi or food, forcing myself to fast again

really craving a pepsi but dont have enough money due to the damn tariffs 

i managed to get some beef tallow so i can make fried food the way i like (just need some crisco shortening and peanut oil and i have the perfect oil for 80s mcdonalds fries, home casual dining, themed restaraunt food or theme park food like you get at disney, universal or six flags

still need to fax my disability cheque otherwise i wont have money for food or anything i want

it was already hell back in february when i couldn't buy a copy of undertale just because my mom and i needed food

i dont want that happening again