second blog

I truly hate them more and more every day that passes. I don't care if they try to improve as friends as they say, they seem annoying, arrogant and very, very stupid. One fights over stupid things, like not wanting to lend her pencils, or simply because you don't pay attention to her even though you have a teacher explaining an unknown subject to you, another is always complaining about everything, about her boyfriend doing this, her boyfriend doing that, honestly this one doesn't bother me that much. The second to last is one of the most annoying and irritating people I've ever seen, SHE ONLY THINKS ABOUT RECORDING EVERYTHING, forces people to do what she asks, pushes you to do everything and if you complain THE FIRST ONE DEFENDS HER. Honestly, I think the last one doesn't even deserve to appear because she's a bastard and ungrateful.

I really want to be in computer class all the time; I'm not interested in anyone else. I just want code, pure code, pure code. If I had four screens on my computer, I'd be incredibly happy. I'd set it up not only for my games, but also for creating code for anything. I'd even teach classes in C++, which is the easiest thing I've done so far.

For now, all I can do is dream. Daydream or sleep dream. I don't think I'll ever be able to achieve that, because the damn school and jobs when I'm even older will never stop. Garbage.

My parents' marriage is shit. My academic performance is even shittier. My desire to act is even worse. What can I expect?

All I want is to cuddle my stuffed animals all day and play video games in my dark room, without anyone bothering me, much less judging me, based on how I eat, dress, and much less how I react to these situations.