cw talking about puberty/derealization

guys spring is freaking me outt im feeling so weird all the time!!!... (@_@)

romanticizing my own life gave me a super dose of derealization erm, but at least i can play sonic adventure 2 all evening and dont gaf

finding urself or other people fine is so weird rn cuz it feels really different from what i felt literally a month or two ago, idek whats going on like wasn't i supposed to go through this when i was 12??? anyway i feel like im a "freaky" kid on tiktoks and thats gross

sorry for talking about this topic buttt idk what to do and eho to tell abt this thing T_T