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FOCUS??? I HARDLY KNOW 'ER!!

i had an energy drink about a few hours ago. maybe at like.... 1PM

so far, i've got a one-pager for English III to do. not only that, but--hold on, i've only got a one-pager to do?

i'm used to having much more work that i end up avoiding! must be easy, right?

WRONG!

IT'S BEEN A GOOD THREE HOURS. FOUR REALLY. AND I'VE BEEN WATCHING JEOPARDY CLIPS AND EPISODES EVER SINCE I GOT OUT THE SHOWER :'-D

it was only 6:18 that i tried to lock in so i could just finish this stupid assignment (that is due Tomorrow, mind you) and so far, i've.. uh..
*checks notes*
touched up the design on the title of the book it's based off (Born A Crime). oh and sent like 3 emails maybe

at least, in relation to the work. OUTSIDE of that, i've:

  • listened to JPEGMAFIA'S HAZARD DUTY PAY! several times on repeat (curse you, donto!)
  • made myself some lemon and ginger tea for my throat (it doesn't even hurt that badly, i just wanted a reason to sing the backing track over and over again in my kitchen)
  • sipped more of the aforementioned energy drink
  • searched up 'south africa apartheid' to ATTEMPT. to try and focus on the assignment
  • Got Distracted Again
  • complain about being distracted and thus, write this damned blogpost
sssooooo yeah! i've made a TON of progress, as you can see :3. i'm talking to my boyfriend right now who told me they'd gotten distracted vemself on tumblr. and also still listening to JPEG
fuck what you heard bitch, i'm distracted (I AM!)
my tea is warm instead of hot right now. actually. yeah no it's just warm (and approaching lukewarm)
the amount of time i have to finish that assignment before i'm officially fucked is decreasing exponentially.
i even forgot why i initially mentioned the energy drink
how many times have i been in this situation???
the main reason for my procrastination is both "i don't wanna do this" and being hyper from the caffeine--the brain is having MUCH more fun obnoxiously romping around and rapping to JPEG instead of doing a one-pager that i'm not NEARLY as interested in, let alone have the creativity for... so far, Born A Crime is a really good book, we've only read to chapter 8 because it's the end of the year (and a new book our teacher is introducing to her class). my brain just refuses to let me focus on actually doing the thing. i could be playing roblox right now, i could be checking out new albums, i could be napping, i could be doing LITERALLY ANYTHING other than this one-pager--oh, but i've barely even started.
i just have four objectives.
Just four.
And then, the evening is mine.
So why can't I just sit down and do my work?

on the bright side, uh
uuuhh
STOP SCARIN THE HOES
PLAY THAT SHIT'LL HAVE EM TOUCH THEY TOES
WE DON'T WANNA HEAR THAT WEAK SHIT NO MO
WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT?, GIMME BACK MY AUX CORD /ly

(there is no bright side really abt the work i can't finish other than this jpeg shit is PEAK)


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so guys. i finished the fucking one pager
and it looks.
AMAZING.
(it took me like RIGHT until the period before the one it was due in to finish it tho)


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