whats urp 4-23-2025

Been trying to take it easy, woke up at around 6:30 and decided to stay up which gave me a lot of time to myself to just enjoy my morning (i actually ended up smoking a little bit of this preroll i got to sorta celebrate having so much peace for once in a morning).

Rediscovered my love for pibb zero loll. I used to drink it all the time in highschool because it was one of the only drinks in my schools vending machines that i liked, funny enough when i moved schools for the final time i noticed they didnt have pibb in their vending machines, its really a soda that nobody wants but i rlly like.

I know it feels pretentious to say but i really wanna try and stay off of social media, at least just doomscrolling nothing posts i feel like its been a shit way of taking myself out of reality and i wanna be present again. Since my trip a few weeks ago ive been enjoying life so much more, i really really do love traveling and its strangely comforting to know i dont gotta stay in the kinda shithole i live in forever and ppl can be rlly chill. 

I'm also trying to just relax more with art and to not take the process too seriously, feel like it can become a chore trying to make the next best piece that'll get over 1k likes on twitter which is another reason why im trying to cut back on social media - i get to hung up about getting noticed online that it felt like that was the only thing i owed to ppl online just for some recognition it legit made this hobby ive enjoyed my whole life feel like a damn 9-5 it was so strange. 

damn this post is a lot longer than the previous one lol 

 edit: I dont feel like making a new post but anyone else enjoy getting high and playing some sort of late 2000's kids mmos like wizard 101 or toontown? lol