Hey, dunno what it is but i'm getting mad emotional lately.

I miss people, I miss people who are out 'n about having a good time, stopping by the mall and spending time together. Meeting new people not being an anxious array of not knowing how to say hi, or compliment someone.

Maybe it's a little dumb of me, but it used to be so easy. To make friends, to have social lives and go out 'n doin' things, back when I was 18 and had the whole world in front of me. I never thought I'd make it past 20, let alone 25 where I'm at now it doesn't even feel real. Everyone's 'Grown up' and don't have time for things that make them happy.

I feel like I'm not at a place where my arts good enough, or I'm not proud of what I'm doing compared to people far younger than me... Ugh just smack me with the gifted kid burn out stick already waaaa.

All I really do is hang out on Spacehey these days, comment, be social and what I would give for it to be more active. This is like my safe space, as dumb as it sounds. With everything going on in the world, I know people here would have my back.

Anyways, ive been blabbering too much.. take a vent doodle I made.