lyrics for a song i'm working (tw for violent imagery and use of the f-slur)

again i hide to maintain peace

a faggot once more drenched in fleece

a lonely sinner on the run

if i become you i can be anyone

suicide seems so sublime 

when i’m with you and it comes time 

for me to leave and you to stay 

you won’t go away

won’t go away

stare at me and let me know just what i am

tie me down and make sure that i understand

gag me tight and beat me down to shut me up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

all my prophecies come true 

when i’m lying next to you

i’d leave but know your touch too well

i may cum, but i’m in hell

nine inch nails jabbed through my ears

warn me of my greatest fears

you get me closer to myself

i may love you, but i’m in hell

stare at me and let me know just what i am

tie me down and make sure that i understand

gag me tight and beat me down to shut me up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

apologizing for our sins

where i end and you begin

apologizing for our sins

where i end and you begin

apologizing for our sins

where i end and you begin

apologizing for our sins

where i end is where you begin

stare at me and let me know just what i am

tie me down and make sure that i understand

gag me tight and beat me down to shut me up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

stare at me and let me know just what i am

tie me down and make sure that i understand

gag me tight and beat me down to shut me up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up

leave me here alone so that i can fuck up