There really only is...ONE way to put it.

I  feel disgusted everytime I look at myself in the 

Knives and other sharp things aren't allowed in My household anymore after I did some "things"

I'm tired of putting in effort to make friends or socialize when all I do is bedrot and chair rot at school 

I just want to be understood by someone or somebody 

I want sm1 or smth to cure the agony in me but I don't know

WHAT will cure it.

I'm jst gonna Fuck myself ♡