sad lonely

idk why but i feel so alone

no one gives a fuck outside of my family

i’m thankful for them but it would be nice if

someone outside my bloodline gave a fuck

no one thinks im attractive 

my ex doesn’t care or miss me or want me

trying to find someone new who is my type but no one i like

likes me back and honestly at this point i know i’ll never

be someone’s first choice or their soulmate or their lover

they will never choose me as their person

and i am devastated

and lonely

and just empty