blogging every time i get out of me room! (2!)

today i got out to buy a new journal! and printed some shadow milk stuff 

EDIT: I GOT A PIN AND A STICKER! THE LITTLE DRAWING WAS FROM THE PACKAGE AND I COUDN'T TAKE IT TO THE TRASHH ITS SO BEUTIFULLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(there is more down the image!)

well ill have to leave my safe space (my room) much more because like, school and whatevs. unfortunately i have to start going by tomorrow so blheee ill post a lot of blogs about it ig. why cant i just get online classessssssss? i cant even go to school normally without a panic and stuff and i still have to go ughhh..

anyways school just makes me feel excluded from everything. my class doesnt see me as one of them, my friends keep stuff from me so that i dont need to know from school i guess, just makes me want to kill myself like god damn. Whatever i guess ill just take some extra pills when i go to school tomorrow, lucky if i dont die but also lucky me if i o whatever lol