uguhughfuhfgh

atp you might as well tell me my life is just a bunch of bullshit and that im a collective hallucination by the world and i'd believe you

like i do not feel real

idk these meds have been fucking me up lately and my weight is also all over the place so i feel insecure about everything about myself. and then i tell someone i trust and they say like "oh no body cares about that and your weight isnt even the biggest part that makes you you" or some bullshit like that and im like ?????????

anyway ill probably try to like. idfk die tonight some emo shit like that

wish me luck guys lets pray a little harder for my downfall lets wrap this shit up !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤