First blog at 1:30am. Just some thoughts

I should be studying, or at least reading Don Juan Tenorio (we have an exam this thursday). But yeah, idk.

I feel kinda sad this days. I've told my boyfriend, but he doesn't really understand me. So I feel kinda frustrated and alone with this feelings. I don't have the energy to clean my house, make lunch or study (i really need to study). I don't think I'm starting a depression again. But definetly this aren't my best weeks. Hope it ends soon, so I can feel less miserable cuz idk what to do. Should I cry? Or just wait till everithing changes as it always does? Some of the things that are making me sad have a solution. But some others, maybe don't. My own mind forces me to be melancholic. So how can I fix that? Seems like sometimes, even if all is okay in the outside, I'm condemned to be depressed.

That's all. GN