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Have you ever suffered something? Has anyone ever touched you without your consent?
Well, it wasn't the first time I've experienced something like this. It's weird, right? I told my mom, but she just yelled at him and that's it. That's not fair. He's calm in my house, like nothing's happening. Even Mom treats him very well, better than I do. That's so unfair.
Well, I'll tell you the story of what happened to me.
Well, I'm very confident here, so I'll share it, and also because I don't have anyone else to talk to; I'm alone.
That happened a year ago, in August, that day was my younger sister's birthday, I gave her some candy and made her a box myself to store the candy (out of a newspaper), but that night when I went to sleep I felt something very strange, it was almost dawn, I felt like someone opened the door to my room and I pretended to be asleep to see what would happen (my mistake) I felt like he started touching my legs and his hand went down between my legs to my intimate area, I felt horrible at that moment, he put his hand inside me (well you know), but for a moment he stopped to raise his hands to my breasts and touch them, I wanted to cry, I was very sad and I felt horrible but I couldn't, he had my mouth covered with one hand, he put his fingers inside me and kissed me, he turned me over to touch me and put more fingers in until I felt something very big and yes, that happened, it was very horrible.
When he finished he lifted me up and made me... lick his part.
How disgusting.
That night he left, and the next day he wanted to do the same thing to me, but I told my mom, and she burned my bed and yelled at my stepfather (yes, he was my stepfather), but she told me not to tell my father anything. I didn't, and he stayed there. She just told me never to come near me, but he's still there in my house. Every time I see him, I feel horrible. I can't forget that day. It left a lasting impression on me.
I'm not looking for pity or attention, I'm just telling this to vent.
thanks for reading
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Tresa669
You are courageous. If your mom doesn't listen, tell the authorities. He has no right to touch you ever. I will add you as a friend if you need to talk ever. Keep your head up, sweetie.
orangjuice
im so sorry to hear that this happened to you. i think you should do what the first commenter said because this is a serious crime. if you don’t want to tell your family about it you could go to a police station maybe.
xX_BrknDawn_Xx
hi im an adult i am PLEADING with you to tell the authorities, tell someone other than your mother, an uncle, an aunt an older cousin a grandparent. this is not the best place to seek help about things like that but youre so strong for telling us and thank you so much for sharing..
but i am genuinely begging you to tell someone aside from your mother, tell a teacher at school. it may feel nerve wracking and it may feel impossible but if you act something can be done about it, youre not alone.