21/4/2025; motivation literally waving up and down wtf

wsup, after a long "break"?? 
i had a lot of stuff going on (around school, someone hacked into my pc, and all of that shit), and im finally in the stage where i can focus on music and all.

the sad thing is that every new track im letting out comes back with the feedback around the type of "its dope as fuck, but ,,this could be better, this doesnt fit right, etc" and even though i appreciate constructive critisicm then with the amount of stuff "it could be better with" that i cant change (for ex. the tone of my voice - since im trans) then im feeling pretty unmotivated from it. like i dont wanna create new stuff, when ik that the most it needs is something i can (currently) provide yk. 

so yeah, how to fight through this - any suggestions? cause..meh. i hope y´all get me in this type of stuff lol. appreciating any advices.