001 | 𝚆𝚛𝚒𝚝𝚒𝚗𝚐 𝙿𝚛𝚘𝚌𝚎𝚜𝚜

Helloo! Gems here to talk about my process of being a first year writer and my journeys!

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First day; November 14th, 2024. <3

This was when I was fourteen, I was bored and all, scrolling through my For You Page/Fyp in Tiktok, until I stumble upon a video, a video that changed my LIFE! It was about a suggestion of hobby, drawing bad was all I was good for but it damn did change it!

So, I began to go to wattpad (without writing guidance since I roleplay a lot when i was a kid) and plan for my new fiction, it was about an orphanage that holds so many secrets but there was one kid that knows about it, imagine the kid was the oldest one, who experienced the tragedy of that orphanage, and had enough of the repeating cycle so she tries to save the kids.. (plot twist, I was using A. I on this story when I was 4TEEN....) But I quit after one month.. Kind of sad yes. 

The Breakup: DECEMBER 31, 2024

I don't know if it counts but I had a boyfriend before, maybe 5th but me and him had a long relationship of understanding and barrier language but we made it work in discord, until he suddenly broke up with me before new years and our anniversary that was at March 21th. He said the reason was because he didn't want to keep this relationship from his parents and can't look at them whenever he get pass them (based on my memory)  But I understand his problems and such since it was his first time and a Muslim.. It made me depressed but my ideas were pushing forward to disrupt the negativity inside me, so  I worked early, tirelessly learning about synopsis of words, create characters out of my imagination and it's lore. 

Second Prototype: February 25, 2025

The second prototype was about deities ruling over worlds and sides but it was quickly discarded when I realized it wouldn't make sense! So, I tried to keep my ideas civil, then I suddenly created a masterpiece, a work that's about lesbians slowly becoming enemies, of course I told one of my friends about it and they approved, so I made the first chapter, it was too long and complex so I shortened it by forgetting the scenes and release it on wattpad on March! 

THIS IS IN PROGRESS, ILL UPDATE THIS MORE LATER-