4/21

i was going through my google photos, and...oh my God. i found my favorite pictures of me and al. i think riley took them at the commerce competition, and it hurts to look at. this was only a few months before the fight. we were so fucking in love with each other. well, i was in love with him at least. it hurts so much because it's gotten to that point. i'm really wondering whether he ever ACTUALLY loved me. these pictures make me feel like crying.