You make me look pretty

I was going through some photos that reminded me of you, the videos of when we first met. You took my camera and said 

"why'd you start recording"

You started filming me just sitting there on the train in an outfit I hated with my hair tied back not even draped over my face. You filmed me in a moment where I always look and feel ugly but for some reason I don't think I've seen a more beautiful video of me before. The light blended into my pale skin and gave this hazy quality to the video, we were just doing silly things, playing around with the camera. 

Its one of the most precious videos I've ever captured of us. A time before we shared our romantic love. A big regret of mine.

In every photo or video of me where you are holding the camera I feel like you capture something maybe I can't even see. Its like I'm watching videos directly from your eyes, how you see me.

I feel so loved by you when I watch these back.