grandpa

I think  death is kinda fucking crazy, my grandpa died and im still shook nd it happened 3 years ago, its just weird to me, that you just..go, liek u jus disappear it is so fukin weird, and crazy, i hate it,  nd it worse bc ion believe in heaven or hell, i just think it goes black, and thats so scary, i cant understand it, i really wonder sometimes if maybe reincarnation is real, i wonder id he'd remember me, like, ima thug it out but goddamn, hes really gone. And fuck dude, i wish i got 2 speak to him longer bro, the last time i saw him he couldnt even speak, he was to weak to even speak, or nod, i just spoke to him and he stared in my eyes, this shit is so weird dude, fuck.