I need therapy to take care of my blues

so school started and guess what? in my class there was this REALLY handsome new guy and i liked him. But i am an awkward person so i wasn't able to speak face-to-face. I sent letters (without my name, an idiot, i know) and then he told his friend to tell me to stop sending him letters and that he wasn't interested. It was super embarrassing but anyways he is an introvert and stuff so that's that. 

He must be thinking that i am a stalker (I AM NOT). my only comfort is to convince myself that he'll forget it in the future and it would be a story to tell. but before you ask me 'what was in the letter??' it was just a friendly letter (AKA a 'do you wanna be friends?' letter). worst of all, he's in the same grade as me.. so this is my solution- DON'T TALK TO HIM.