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hello guys happy easter and happy 420 ayeeee i didn't know much today except for call my two friends the whole day which I'm kind of getting tired of doing not like oh them but I wish we could go over to each others house like friends do when they live close. idk, idk I've felt off today. 

yesterdays blog was kinda sad and stuff and today I just figured I would let life warp around me because idk the fucking future idk the fucking shit that's gonna happen I hope I go on many adventures and those adventures open up different doors for me like have different effects on me. i hope I meet the lead singer of some band any not even famous. i hope I get the chance to be a drummer kind of side tracking here but I've wanted to play many instruments like the guitar,cello, violin exc.. and I don't want this to be like oh well I'm just into drums at the moment no I love drums I feel like that's my calling I want to play drums good at least once in my life I rlly love the drums and I love watching drum cams. BUT ANYWAYS idk I just don't think I need a plan in life and no offense to those who do but it's just not me but yeah idk what else to talk about uhhh tomorrow is no school happy for that. i cant wait for summer its two months away well kind of one.

oh I just remembered my friend hillary the one I talked about last blog she is getting her permit and I'm lowkey jealous shes gonna drive before me but its my fault for not going to school enough so I cant rlly blame her for that I'm happy shes gonna start I'm just jealous.

that also reminds me I hate the feeling I get when I'm jealous I hate that stomach feeling and I hate feeling jealousy I know its a normal feeling I just hate it but what can you do 

also in june I think I'm going to my aunt and uncles house omg my uncle is so cool he's goth and super sarcastic he kind of scares me but my aunt fuckass aunt is very opinionated and lowkey mean asf and I hate that about her she can be nice and funny and cool at times but I hate her I have nothing against my amazing uncle he's so cool. i just hate my aunt like for example when she found out I had lip piercings she totally flipped and was like oh what if u get tetnis and get blah  blah blah and oh I wouldn't take my 16 year old daughter to a tattoo parlor like shes acting like I'm getting a atatto and doing blow, but shes not rlly that important so its ok. 

but I think that's its guys idk what else to say.