My heart hurts...

04/12/25

I just saw a passerine pmv and I actually started tearing up. It's a beautiful work of art but it just sucks what happened to the dsmp. I remember when I first saw anything about them from an animation meme(the Justin Bieber one). I was really into the fandom. I listened to the original songs made by other fans; I read fanfiction, I made a Pinterest board just for fanart I found(tub, quack, and tech were my favorite), and I found glass animals from a heat waves animatic(yes, I read the fic. I liked it.). I remember finding Wolfythewitch through their animations. My favorite thing about DSMP was Sleepy Bois Inc. Yeah...I was pretty hurt.

I was hyperfixating so hard that I couldn't listen to anything other than glass animals or any song used in a dsmp animatic. But things started getting bad; drama started happening. Then more and more drama kept popping up until I just lost interest. I didn't want to interact with it anymore— it wasn't fun anymore, just sad. I miss those days when everyone was excited for dsmp stuff. All the theories and AUs. 

I'm sorry if this doesn't make sense. I'm just rambling. Oh gosh, I feel like I'm going to cry again.