re:thinking(?)

this is gonna be the worst one of these yet because i woke up 15 seconds ago but i can't stop thinking about something important and it's not moving out lol. it's something i've done every morning for the past few years since my life definitively fell apart. i feel like it's selfish and vain but when i feel good about myself for whatever little reason throughout the day I do consider myself on some level of importance so im gonna try to be good enough one day to be worth that extra something someday !! if anybody else relates to that feeling i hope you know you are worth it and if you keep trying one day you'll be good enough to reach out and grab hold of whatever you're looking for. i believe in u !

i never know what category to put unfiltered thoughts into..