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You stood there, casting your eyes upon me with this disgusted, disapointed gaze that cut right through my heart harder than the cold blade meet my skin... the one you were staring at.
Why would someone do this to themselves?
I can't answer. I don't know the answer. Insecure? No, I like the way I look. Unhappy? I was having a great day. In need of attention? Maybe, but that's not a good reason, isn't it?
Maybe I just wanted you to look at me.
You did.
Now, I'm horrified.
Of what? Wasn't it scary when you saw that red wine running down your arm? When hitting a soft spot would've taken you away? When you opened your own skin as if it wasn't yours?
No. It was calming. It was relaxing.
Stop looking at me like that, I'm your child. I'm your child?
My child isn't a freak.
Your child isn't a freak.
A freak?
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Virus
Are you not in pain?
i cant tell if youre asking that in like physically or mentally
by Stiles; ; Report
did you feel pain mentally when you cut yourself or it lightened it off in the moment? I can hear you scream through this writing. Im sorry but i haven't ever read something that was so real and raw
by Virus; ; Report
I take that as a compliment thanks
an no it didnt hurt at all, either mentally or physically. It was like my mind calmed down, went blank
by Stiles; ; Report