TW!! (talk about weird freedom of veins)

Often and what not, 

I think of opening up flesh of my chest with my bare fingers letting the blood flow down.

Then starting to break off my ribs, rib after rib to finally pull out the wires of my veins

Letting out that poor, unfortunate, useful wires out to breathe outside this curse of human body.

No pain. 

No joy.

Just pure freedom from closure.