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I can't fuxking do this anymore

I CANT DO THIS ANYMORE, WHY IS BEING 13 SO FUXKING HAR DFOR ABSOLUTELY NO REASON?! LIKE I CANT EVEN LISTEN TO MUSIC IN PEACE WITHOUT SOME BITCH SAYING THAT WVERYONE FUXKING HATES ME. I ALWAYS GET CRITICIZED FOR EVERYTHING AND ANYTHING. WHY CANT PEOPLE JUST MIND THEIR OWN BAMN BUSINESS 

IM NOT EVEN JOKING WHEN I TELL YOU, SOMEONE CALLED ME "MALANDI" (SLUT/WHORE) AT A PLAYGROUND JUST FOR WEARING A TANK TOP WITH SOME JEANS. ITS NOT EVEN FUXKING FUNNY ANYMORE. I CANT EVEN GO OUTSIDE WITHOUT THE FEAR OF GETTING STARED AT BY A BUNCH OF ABUSIVE 50 YEAR OLD MEN.

DONT EVEN GET ME STARTED ON HAVING A SOCIAL LIFE. ITS SO FUCKING HARD WHEN YOU HAVE ACTUAL INTERESTS IN A WORLD OF SOME COPY AND PASTE BLAND PERSONALITY BITCHES ALL OVER THE GODDAMN PLACE.

AND WHEN YOU MEET SOMEONE WHO HAVE THE SAME INTEREST AS YOU, THEYRE EITHER THE GOONER TYPE OR THE ONE THATS OVERLY OBSESSED ABOUT IT.

I KNOW LOVE IS SOMETHING A 13 YEAR OLD SHOULDNT BE THINKING ABOUT, BUT I ACTUALLY WANT SOMEONE TO LOVE ME FOR WHO I AM. HAVE LONG TALKS WITH ME, COMFORT ME, AND JUST OVERALL I WANT TO EXPERIENCE TEENAGE LOVE. 


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MewMew:3

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Realest crashout ever.


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Marion

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I know how hard it is to be 13 yo.. Yes people are acting mean and strange for no reason, but you have to keep doing ! It's just a phase, even if you don't think so cause maybe it's already been a while..when you'll grow, not just you but also them, I think things will change ! That's why you have to keep going. Have a great day <33 I'm sure that there's a person that love you somewhere <33


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Pho_Fly

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You’ll meet the right people eventually,


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