I am angry almost everyday

Sooo basically i was in a mental hospital cuz yk bad stuff in my head and they literary druged me or smt so now im angry cuz i cant have that hella good feelig again. And my brother doesnt want to buy me a vape and that kinda annoys me. I understand why he doesnt buy me but cmon. I WANNA DO REKCLES STUFF. IDC WHAT HAPPENS TO ME. So yeah now im angry and shit.