4/17/25

my hand cramps up from writing too fast in diaries, so i'm trying to post light stuff here about my thoughts and day. so yesterday i was hella stressed from my dreams, so i did 50 push-ups (big for me) and still didn't feel better, so i texted my friend to meet up after their classes. we walked their cat and drank a little after, where they kinda told me they were into me? like ik they're poly so their bf doesn't care, but i am deeply not, but i feel comfortable just chilling with them. i took some nice photos on the way to the other house, where their bf was pretty upset over family stuff, but we had a good time. i kinda spent most of the day outside because i didn't feel great, but today is better and i'm probably going to try to do chores/homework. waiting for our mutual friend to get back from her bf's house a town over, she only came back for like, 2 days last time :( but it's usually not that bad, he was out of the state for a bit, so i get why she wanted to spend more time with him. i think i actually promised my friend i'd show up to his theater show, but that's much later in the day. now for the biggest struggle of my daily life. what to eat.