writing is not for the weak (i suck at writing)

Okay so I've been kinda dabbling in writing stuff. The occassional fanfic but mostly stories and stuff. Anyways, I FREAKING SUCK AT WRITING LONG STUFF LMFAOOOOOOO and just i suck at English even though its my first language and I don't speak any other language. My friend literally told me the other day that I speak English like I've only read it. HOW COULD U????? ToT I, as a matter of fact, CAN SPEAK NORMALLY and can WRITE normally. Honestly though, I think I'm just "verbally clumsy" as I like to call it, constantly falling over my words lol

 I think i should go back to planning my conversations a day in advance like I used to (for some reason)

But anywaysssss yeah I think I need to learn more about story writing and organization cuz I sound like a madman half the time LULZ I can write short zine paragraphs and excerpts but once I get to 3+ pages it just gets worse from there

BTW... autocorrect saved me on this blog... so don't get your hopes up :'D

also how do u add images to blogs cuz I was trying to put that image of Gerard on the computer but it was being stupid

-Charlicious