04-17-2025 1st BLOG!!?

Hello0o bbgs, this is my firsttt blog of (most likely) many.

Strange things have been happening around me, and I wonder if I’m going crazy because of how uneventful my life is—or if it’s actually something...? Maybe I’ve watched and read too many horror stories to count, or maybe I’m just romanticizing (ugh, I love this word) my life because of how boring it’s become.

Gosh, this sounds so weird and corny... but lately I’ve been seeing too many shadows in the corner of my eyes. I’ve heard and seen too many unexplainable things—like stuff falling out of nowhere, this usually happens but it's a little too much now—so much that I’m actually writing this down. Even my cats have been acting strange lately.

I’ve been reading this book about angels and religion (I’m Catholic), and there was this part that talked about fallen angels. The topic of angels has always attracted me so much (if you can’t already tell by my profile), for several reasons: how they appear in different religions around the world, how they seem to have no borders... But I’ve never really known much about fallen angels beyond the basics—like being cast out of heaven, etc.—yet something about that chapter pulled me in.

So naturally, I did more research and fell down a whole rabbit hole—just like they fell outta heaven (yes, very funny, Ik). But I’m really getting off topic.

The point is, during my little “investigation,” I found some info about lost spirits, demons, Nephilim… y’know, things that just give me this weird, eerie feeling I can’t quite explain. I feel like I’ve always been interested in supernatural stuff—probably because of the places I grew up in—but this past week has just felt... off. I suddenly feel this stronger urge to know more, but I keep getting these creepy chills.
(Am I way over-exaggerating and going crazy?? Honestly pls someone tell me if I am!!!)

Idk why I decided to write this down right now, especially with how dark and eerie it is outside. There was a dust storm earlier where I live, so the whole vibe is seriously giving horror movie. My room’s completely dark except for a tiny headlamp...
(P.S. my music literally lagged SO BAD while writing this and it made everything worse omg)
But it’s fine, I’m with my cat, ok nvm my headphones just died too :( 

I’m gonna use this blog to document and just kinda yap. If anyone wants to help a girl out, share your theories, or just drop some fun supernatural facts, feel free to!!  ‧₊˚

-still investigating (and overthinking), stay safe and curious !! ⋆𐙚₊˚⊹♡

bbg out ᯓᡣ𐭩

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