i might like my bsf

ok soo i have like no one to talk to this about so ima tell you. i have this best friend, we've been friends for a while but we barely really became close this year. i think i might have a crush on her, i tried ignoring it for a while cus i tend to think i have a crush on someone then find out i don't. i think i actually like her tho.. im like freaking out. i can't tell if she likes me tho. i think she might cus we talk a lot and were in this big friend group but sometimes we just ditch the group and hangout one on one. she also like holds my hand in the hallway and we have like " cuddled" before, were very touchy and just with each other. what the heck should i do, do you think she likes me or how can i find out without it being awkward cus i don't want to ruin our friendship. someone please help