I HATE being ugly bro

I hate that people are nice to me when we first start talking, but as soon as they see my face they block me or start acting A LOT different.

I hate the fact that I KNOW I'm ugly and can't do anything about it. I'm so scared when people ask me to send them a picture of me and says "nothing is gonna change because you're so cute and nice" but then guess what? THINGS CHANGE!!!!! AND I CAN'T GO BACK TO FEEL LOVED EVER AGAIN

Sorry for this random thing I just wanted to complain, have a nice day everyone 😽