Borderline Personality Disorder and How I live with it.

Hello, my name is Sen and I'm 19 years old "woman" as of now and its been about two years since I have been diagnosed with BPD. I first created this spacehey account for shits and giggles and now I've realised I can do something more purposeful with it considering the fact none of the people I know in real life knows about this account. This could be my safe space to talk about living and dealing with BPD.

For anyone who is unfamiliar with the term, Borderline Personality Disorder is, by the medical definition; a mental illness that severely impacts a person's ability to regulate their emotions. This loss of emotional control can increase impulsivity, affect how a person feels about themselves, and negatively impact their relationships with others.  

Since been diagnosed, my life has been boxed in to the stereotypes of having BPD. Selfish, weak, emotional, crazy, insane and all that bullshit. 

And I'm not saying I can't be a little silly sometimes but being called crazy by someone you love and look up-to really fucks with your brain chemistry.

This is going to take longer than I expected, but I will continoue with this as soon as I can.