Ahhhhhh

Ahhhhhhh it's been a really interesting week. 

In all honesty, it's been one of those where you're keenly aware that there's some kind of force at work, and while you're trying to understand its next moves and what its endgoal is, you know that it's beyond your comprehension. It's a force clearly at work perhaps by the stars, or even another world. I can't quite explain it, but it's a tangible feeling.

Part of me is realizing that perhaps it's not something I'm supposed to quite understand yet, even if it's so tempting to just want to know what happens next. Did I make the right move? Is this the right step? Is this that moment?

I miss my livechat friends. I miss them a lot. I know they've moved someplace else for the while as we wait for things to get sorted, but I'll just wait until things are good again. I'm glad they have company some place. I wish I could tell them where I am or that I'll be thinking of them in the meantime. They will definitely be on my mind. 

All of these questions, and all I'm really hoping for is that my heart will be able to stay in the moment for them. <3