Thought

Random thoughts this time.Maybe weird thoughts to have.

I was taking a shower, that's when a thought came into my head, a random and persistent thought, actually more like a question, I thought "why do people seek so much help from others to solve their problems?" "Is it just me?" then I thought "wow, what a mistake, the purest mistake I could make", "the purest mistake a human being can make". It was like a conclusion that persisted in my head for a long time, in fact it's in my head even now. It's just that we seek help from others so much, we seek answers so much from others that we end up forgetting to look for our own solutions, sometimes it's just that the answer is within us, you know? And then we go after the answers and ideals of others when sometimes we should just make our own decisions, after all we will be the only ones who can solve the situation, we are the only ones who will solve it, you know? Then it occurred to me that perhaps one of the reasons why we as human beings look so much for answers in others and in things is the fact of guilt, the feeling of relief that perhaps this will bring,  wouldn't that be why we feel so good when we vent? It's like taking the weight off us and throwing it on the other and so we get well and act as if nothing had happened, when everything happened!, the act of not having to deal with yourself, the simple fact of being able to point the finger at someone and say "it's your fault, it's yours, not mine, it was never my fault" because from the moment someone tells you something you can do and you do it and it goes wrong, you start to think that this responsibility is no longer yours,  Even if you were the one who was chosen to do the action that the other ordered, selfish, right? Very selfish of us. Selfish of me when it has always been my fault.