𐙚⋆°｡⋆♡ gabichan's diary - AAAAAAAAAA

my first shift at my new job starts in like an hour and 15 minutes!!!! i am so so so nervous and idek why because my last few jobs i havent been nervous for... to be honest since february i have quit 2 jobs immediately after being hired because the first one was boring and i had a panic attack and embarrassed myself at the other.... being mentally ill really sucks

i guess maybe im nervous bc this is a full time job and i juts really do not wanna screw up again and get anxious TT im really going to push myself!!! i can do this!!! itll be just like my last job in my hometown that i really loved it will be okay!!!!! 

i can wear whatever i want so i have an all black jirai coord picked out... i have to get dressed bc i leave in like 40 minutes but i was so nervous i had to check spacehey and dump my feelings out

i think this site will actually be good for me lol. instead of just tweeting "im gonna kms" i can go into detail and get things off my chest. ANYWAY!!! ill respond to messages and comments and stuff when i get a chance :3 i have the app on my phone but it kinda sucks and idk how much ill be able to use my phone at work today. but i will be back on my laptop to blog as soon as i get back home!!!! ONWARDS!!!!!