I dont wanna grow up (song of the day, day 40)

So I passed my drivers test today yippeee. I can drive on my own now but that made me realize how quickly life kinda is (cheesy af ik) I just start thinking ab how close I am to being an adult and I just broke down crying. I dont want to be an adult I really want to stay a kid. There is just so many reasonability's as an adult idk if I can handle it.  I just dont want to be in dept my whole life from collage and end up struggling to live. I mean being an adult allows for so many great opportunities but it just seems so complicated. The pressure of growing up is way too much. The fact that every time collage is mentioned I pretty much ignore it and try to avoid it. Along with that I feel like I still act like a kid and not like other people my age. I just want to have fun and not waste my life away working to be able to get things we need to live. "but thats the way life works" I KNOW thats why I dont want to grow up. It whatever I cant really do much to stop it

Idk life have been so tiring recently I just want to sleep forever (not in a i want to die way more like a sleeping beauty way)

Song of the day 

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Driver's Licence - 16LM mp3 by Gringo Sapiens