sick :C april 15th

thought i would be good for tomorrow but guess who's still insanely sick and MORE assignments! my teachers hate me!!! they hate me!!! why the fuck did i get notification at the ass crack of dawn that my teacher posted 4 fucking assignments, why in the hell would you do that. who do i think i am??? do you WANT me to have a life??? how do they expect me to have freetime. and then teachers go and get worried when i cant focus in their class, maybe its because i dont care about your stupid lecture and im too worried about doing the 12 fucking assignments that i have due. "your child fell asleep in my class today" maybe if you didnt give so much homework i wouldnt have to stay up until witches hour to get it done and maybe i wouldnt have to drink 50 coffees and a redbull to keep my eyes open in your class. maybe if you didnt talk slower then fucking turtle from that stupid child tale that makes no actual sense in real life then i wouldnt fall asleep from the sound of your voice.

my stupid foods teacher assigned me 4 assignments in one day, which is stupid because those assignments couldnt be more pointless, she just puts random questions on a form and makes us answer them using the materials she supplies, like the textbook. btw we dont have our own textbooks and half the questions on the forms are gotten from google

anyways actually regarding my flu, ive had a fever for the past few days, which sucks but whatever, today ive been okay, i get dizzy when i stand up, i keep getting a fever but a mild one and i cant walk around for more than a minute or i pass out. at least my headache is gone and my lymph nodes arent as swollen as before.

about homework though, i have 2 more assignments to do put one thats been missing for a month and technically 2 other ones but dont tell my mom about those or i might actually have to do them, they are also missing but i dont care enough about that class to do them. i have a 70 anyways and thats good enough for me. im dyslexic and just generally stupid so english isnt something im good at, im better at math because at least i dont have to worry about imaginary rules that dont matter like grammar or spelling. 

so far all ive done for homework today is answer one question on one of the stupid forms my teacher posted, watched doctor house, im almost done season 2 yayyy! and sung radiohead. plus the occasional doom scroll. i also wanna change my tiktok pfp cuz its ugly and veryyy outdated, i just dont have enough energy to care about my purposefully cringe 2020 glitchcore inspired pfp with a photo of ghost from call of duty in 0.5 staring at the camera like hes high off 20 different drugs and about to fent fold and seize from lack of brain movement.

this "bulletin" is getting too long to be just a bulletin which means after its posted its going into blog form too!! hoorayyy. its very ranty which means she gets to be a blog, but i guess its also a "blog" too because im talking about life events. 

im actually not almost done season 2 of house, i have about 10 episodes left but pretend im almost done. i also watched season 6 ep 1 and 2 and they played radiohead

im gonna watch caseoh now and do my homework (probably not)

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