queen of disaster

a couple days ago i think i met someone who i maybe think is perfect for me. i can’t confirm it yet i need to get to know him a little better before but wow. today we called all night and talked about our interests and everything, he’s basically the dude version of myself and he lives in California too. i’m so happy i haven’t felt this good in so long, he’s russian and tall and just beautiful. i love how alike our brains are. retrograde just ended it feels like a weight has been lifted off my shoulders, maybe if we get to know each other more by the time i get to california he said he maybe wants to take me to san simeon told me it was beautiful there. i will have my license by then so i can drive anywhere id like to. such a silly guy and i am not going to say “omg he’s the one” because i really don’t know yet, i need lots of time and only time will tell. i am not the type to rush into things i need some time to fall in love with someone but i do atleast have a crush.. 🦭🩷

ps: if love relationship doesn’t work i’d still talk to him friend wise, it’s good to have someone who understands me.

also i am so exited for lana’s album to droppp henry come on was pretty goodbut im really exited for the rest