My Dream - April 15th, 2025

I slept better because my partner stayed the night for us both to study.

The dream I had was a little infuriating though.

It was just the two of us getting ready for class. I chose to wear my jinbei and felt good about how much slimmer I had become.

This is all I remember. Unfortunately I woke up to the reality that I still had to get ready for my lectures, had two tests immediately this morning, and still need to work out because I absolutely loathe the way I look currently. I'm practically on the edge of forcefully starving myself because of how poor my eating habits are. Unfortunately I'm in that cycle of "I eat because I'm sad, but I'm sad because I eat" and all that. I did good shaving off most of it last year, but the horrible humidity and sudden slide into freezing weather had me stop my biking early. This Summer I won't give up for anything.