im literally so fricken happy

Its been a little second but so much has happened. you guys will literally never believe what happened. backstory i dated this guy my sophmore year of school and we ended up breaking up (this would be a post of its own theres sm lore), but i loved him a lot and we worked together so i stuck around and it got to a point where we didnt really talk. then one day we both had to swap shifts and we started talking as friends again, even though he had a girlfriend and usually he looked down on that stuff. skipping a lot of the story, him and his gf break up and me and him become friends with benefits. in this time apart it was his senior year and he decided to go to the military. i talked to him for a bit after boot camp but obviously i moved on, and probably a month or two ago blocked him after he texted for the first time in months asking about my collage apps. i(its probably good to mention he went to tech school in florida and his parents moved there too where as im still in my hometown) however, lets skip to this last saturday, ironically the full moon in libra. 

this night was my senior prom night and i worked a 7am-1 pm shift, its about 1 and im going to leave and i hear a familiar voice. ITS HIM. HES HERE. IN OUR HOMETOWN???? i quickly got out of there. and when i got in the car i debated texting him and i decided to so i said " what are you doing in town?" and he explained he was in town for the day. we caught up and guysssss. he told me he would love to see me one more time before he left but i told him i didnt want to do anything risky you know? and he told me that was fine and he just wanted to see me and only if i had time. i was super stressed and was late to my dinner reservation and  HE SENT ME MONEY TO PAY?? i didnt use it but still. skip ahead to around 3am i tell him he can come over, he stayed awake for the chance hed get to come over. we sat and his car and talked, he told me he missed me and in his 7 months of tech he thought a lot and everything led back to me. he told me he loved me but i was so stunned i didnt think to say it back. we talked about life and each other and feelings, and we did get a lil cray, but after we cuddled and watched the sunrise. then in there life was quiet, it was after 7 at this point and he had to get to where he was staying to sleep before his 6 hour drive home, he was supposed to leave at 7am but obviously that wasnt happening. and later when he woke up he came back by and talked to me and my mom for a bit, when i walked him to his car he told me "i just got you back and now i have to leave its crazy this wouldnt have happened if i didnt go in the store" and its true he wasnt even trying to see me. it just happened, he updated me on every stop he made, he told me nothin on you by bruno mars reminded him of me. its just crazy what are the chances!!! when we were together we were always together every. single. day. we know each other so well  and have so much history and chemistry its just like wow. and i dreamed of this day for so long. 

crazy also i made a bond for him on my pattern (an astrology app) AND IT WAS CRAZY IT SAID "Right now is the time for K- to experiment and try new things. During this cycle, everything is possible for him - he should do what he enjoys and be true to himself. He can listen to his gut feelings and pay attention to chance meetings and coincidences - what’s happening now is significant and could give him a glimpse of his future." LIKE WHATTTTTT?????? GUYS literally my best friend who knows everythingggg understands how cray this is, but im so happy. thats all i wanted to spill 

                                                                  till next time,

                                                                                  aly