im not single anymore!!

Haii everyone, there's SO MUCH TO TELL YALL !! Marcus and I went to watch the Minecraft movie yesterday on the 13th of April 2025, and he kept talking about how it's going to be a big day for the both of us and how excited he was for it. I honestly thought he was just excited because of the movie or maybe the fact that this was the last time we'd get to properly hang out with each other before our semester exams-so both of us intended to make the most of our time. The week itself was pretty eventful; on tuesday I confided in him over text something that didn't make me comfortable about him but I didn't tell him because I wanted to tell it to him in person-the poor guy kept apologising and worrying about something that he wasn't even aware of yet-and I FELT SO BADD I JUST WANTED TO HUG HIM--on wednesday I finally told him what was bothering me and turns out it was just a big misunderstanding and he promised that he'd never do anything to hurt me like this again. I remember something he said over text, "I just cant stand the thought of me doing smt that hurt you" which really stuck with me; it's evident that he cares about me so much, I really don't deserve him ;-;

On Friday we went to the main branch of his favourite reptile store and while we were in the taxi, the driver kept talking to Marcus, and I was busy texting my friends. I remember the driver saying "So your girlfriend is also into reptiles?"and I said yes. He just leaned over to me and said "Girlfriend? That's crazy" and I just brushed it off. When we finally reached there, he was so excited to show me around, it was so CUTE !! While walking up the stairs he said "He called you my girlfriend, how does that make you feel?" but I didn't listen properly so I replied with a "what?" and he quickly changed the topic. The store was AMAZING, their selection of reptiles was awesome, I'm so glad he took us there. I remember how he'd try to pick me up in the store but I'd shoot down his attempts, citing "people might see" as a reason. OMG, yes I just remembered-I was wearing a low cut tshirt with a ribbon that needed to be tied on the bust and I tied it weirdly because idk how to tie a bow ;-; but he undid the bow and tied it for me. That was a sweet gesture but it was intimate at the same time but I liked it a lot. While waiting for our taxi, he playfully took my phone and won't return it, so without thinking I put my finger under his chin and just stared at him while he instantly froze. But then a sense of clarity washed over me and I reached for the phone again and just pretended that never happened..

While in the taxi, I hugged his arm while we watched videos together and he'd often hold my face-like how you'd hold a baby's-and caressed my face and cheeks. I did the same thing and I won't be surprised if the driver thought we were a couple from the way we were acting.

On Sunday, THE day, I decided to dress really nicely, so I wore the short black dress that I wanted to wear for him and he called me pretty :”) bro got me all flustered-and we watched the movie together. He got me a neck rest which is so sweet of him omh-While watching the movie, he kept putting his head on my shoulder or holding my hand-sometimes he’d put his finger under my chin to move my face towards his’s-but his eyes would be on the screen so that was confusing haha BUT IM NOT COMPLAINING!! I LIKE THAT HES TOUCHY HEHE its rly cute ^^ he kept touching my face or bringing my hand to his cheek and I loved it, I honestly thought we were gna kiss during the movie but we didn’t..INSTEAD I JS SNACKED ON THE BROWNIES HE MADE ME, omfg this guy-

After the movie, we went and got korean food to share among each other and he fed me hehe AFTER THATTT we went to our usual hang out spot in the mall; a rly pretty and intimate area designed to mimic a camp at night, its got fairy lights and everything and it’s SO BEAUTIFUL!! I thought we were js gna hang out there since it’s kinda our spot lol but as soon as we sit, he takes out a letter and begins reading it out loud to me. He talked abt how the past few months we went from being in the same group for orientation camp to going on dates to falling in love with each other..THE LETTER WAS SO SWEET HONESTLY I KEEP READING IT OVER AND OVER AGAIN-but the main part is the last lines-“Ardra <last name> would you be my girlfriend?”

AS SOON AS THE WORDS LEFT HIS MOUTH, MY HEART LEAPED W JOY-it was so unbelievable-I just hugged him while saying “yes” over and over again..my legs and hands were shaking..he showed me all the other gifts he got for me and I just couldn’t process anything that was going on-it felt like my heart was going to explode out of happiness. I had waited for this moment for so long I couldn’t believe my senses hdjsjsjsjsja-he kissed my cheek but then apologised for doing so but I told him it’s fine..AND THEN WE KISSED !! FOR THE FIRST TIME !! my first kiss btw..heheheheeh I LOVED ITTTT, we kissed some more and kept hugging each other while he kept kissing me, oh my god how I love this man..ALL MY DREAMS WERE COMING TRUE HEHEH, we even took pictures together and some of us kissing too hehehe =@~@= I love itttt and I LOVE HIM SO MUCH !! He lifted me in his arms and honestly Id do anything for me to live that moment again, I fell in love with him over and over on a span of a few moments, it’s crazy.. 

We kissed some more and he lend me his hoodie for the day-the same hoodie I chose for him-for me to cover up since I had to use public transport while leaving and thats littered with creeps..

That night I just cuddled with his hoodie, it smelled like him and I loved it, I never ever wanted to part with it AAAAA im in love with him I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM I LOVE HIM HES MY PRECIOUS BOY GUYS I LOVE HIM HEHEHE