abt my neocities (important)

its kinda where I keep my more heavy thoughts that have a lot to do with my addiction and depression and whatnot so maybe donttt look at that if that will affect you. It might also cause some eyestrain, the background is black and the text is bright red. I don't really have anywhere I can vent like that without limitations, writing it out on paper makes me paranoid and I feel wasteful throwing paper away like that, its really just an online diary. 

but yeah its just a little peek into my dark n twisted mind heh.. >:) /jref