im not petty

so like ive kinda mentioned this before and i do feel bad that i feel this way and really do want to stop but like

I AM SO SICK OF MY (younger) SIBLINGS PICKING UP MY INTERESTS. I LIKE THIS BAND? OH NOW YOU LIKE THIS BAND (IM NOT EVEN CALLING YOU A POSER, YOU HAVENT EVEN LISTENED TO ANY OF THE SONGS)

 I LIKE THIS VIDEO GAME? NOW YOU HAVE TO SEARCH UP EVERYTHING ABOUT IT JUST TO TRY AND SPOIL IT FOR ME AND OUTSMART ME.

 I HAVE A HOBBY I REALLY ENJOY? NOW YOU HAVE TO DROP YOUR SIMILAR HOBBY TO PICK UP MY. EXACT. HOBBY.

FOR GOD'S SAKE STOP TRYING TO BE ME IM SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK SICK OF THIS

"mimicry is the highest form of flattery!" "be grateful your siblings look up to you!"

SHUT UP SHUT THE FUCK UP

I FEEL LIKE IM COMPETING AND FIGHTING TO BE UNIQUE OR SOME SHIT. LIKE I KNOW ITS NOT ALL ABOUT ME AND PEOPLE CAN DO WHAT THEY WANT AND THATS CHILL BUT FUCKING STOP AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA IM SICK SICK SICK