Random #1

Crazy how I got "51" friends on here and not ONE person talks to me.. I've been so pissed lately because this jackass guy I call my "friend" keeps having his ups and downs. Like we would be so chill and do some dumbass shit basically have a good time then the next day its like someone pushed him off his bed to make him all annoyed and rude. I would be having such a good day and then I have to hear a load of bs. THEN he has the audacity to fish for compliments. "why do you like me" " Yeah but I wanna know why" Like gng be so FR. I mean other than him completely killing my mood I can't stay unemployed so I've been applying for jobs. (IM ONLY 17 SO I DONT NEED A JOB) but money would be nice. Anyways he is purposely trying to get worse and I'm not stopping him because thats his call not mine. I can't say shit cause I vape but he's spending way too much on drinks then he txted me about how he has a date Tuesday but he really doesn't like the girl. according to him "She's a good girl and She won't give me problems so I'll try to like her but I doubt I will"... Obviously I told him that's a jerk move and not to lead her on and he agreed but doesn't care and now I'm yapping on this stupid blog cause I can't talk to my other friends about this. I didn't feed to his big ego so now he's being dry. I like his company and we talk about things I really can't talk to my other friends about but he seriously needs to get it together. He keeps talking about how the only thing he wants in life is a daughter but that's not happening if he keeps this bullshit up. I got my own problems and I understand he does too but drinking all the time isn't going to help. I want to tell him to snap out of it and grow up because he is older than me by two years but I don't want to listen to his excuses "I gave up on getting better" "I'm gonna stop going to my psychologist" "Theirs no meaning in life anyways" GNG WTF DO YOU WANT ME TO DO OR SAY?? Ight well imma wrap this up.

Update

I wish I could just snap him OUT OF IT. I feel like such a bad friend responding with "yeah." "you do you gng" "wtv" but its the same BS