Kinda vent??

T/W vent(??) oh and some s//h stuffs... 

I'm lwk SOOO tired of my mom screaming and yelling all the time. Whenever we try to tell her anything she just screams and tells us how we're wrong. It's gotten to be just so much where Im starting to relapse, and a bit deeper this timmee.. (#NotProud) She's such a child. Considering she had us at such a young age, I guess it makes sense but she needs to shut the fuck up. You KNEW you couldn't raise children and STILL KEPT THEM and MENTALLY AND PHYSICALLY ABUSE THEM SO YOU CAN COPE??? "I work day and night" AND WE WORK DAY AND NIGHT TRYING TO NOT GET ON YOUR NERVES SO YOU DONT H1T US!! My older sister is rude and I hate her for being the same but she's just as hurt as I am and she's still a kid too. I hope when she goes to the military, she'll get better than my mom. I'm scared to be her new target, I hope Lucifers waiting for me when the time comes