why and why

i am not depressed or sad right now it's just something that is stuck to my head since forever. 

i find life absolutely funny and i am not doing sum philosophy shit. it's just that i am disappointed about anything that is happening in my and my beloved ones lifes. it is so miserable to know what could happen any moment because of how much money you have,what school you go to,what kind of family you got,your country and anything that you don't have fully control on and you can't do shit about it. 

it's so unfair for some of us to handle heavy stuff and the other ones be happy and not struggling at all. 

i am not saying everytone should struggle. i am just complaining about how the things are working. it's making me sick in the stomach to see my beloved ones gotten down by government. 

i hate people who had no struggling in their goddamn life and they have control over people who is going through heavy stuff. 

looking for emphaty in people is like looking at a wall for 7/24. 

i wish any bad person would be using at the experiments that we use animals in.