like a kid

y'all ever get insanely jealous for a simple thing?? bcs i just did, and i find it kinda funny. feeling like this reminds me when i was a kid and my little sister had the toys i always wanted, so it happened something like that.

to put u in context, i've never been a big fan of perfumes, but my boyfriend its a HUUUUGE fan, so because of him i like them more. 

the thing is, there was a perfume that we really liked (a bit too much). so i waited until i had the money saved to get it. but my mother bought it today for my sister as a graduation gift. she told me that i could use it because she knew that i liked it too, but now it is not as special as before.

of course im happy that she has it now and is willing to share it, but i think having a perfume should not be shared since that smell represents u (idk if u get me).

so i got jealous, and really sad. the thing that my boyfriend and ¡ really loved was not that special anymore, and i think its a really funny feeling. getting like this for a perfume?? ooookay?

i know that there are soooo many perfumes and we can look for another one, but that one smells sooo fuckin good. but im not a kid, im not going to cry for a perfume, or get mad at my sister for that. 

but it makes me happy feeling like this, and seeing how i manage my feelings and thougths. it makes me happy that I can have such strong feelings about something, and knowing that my boyfriend loved it made me so sad to see that someone else had it. but im chill with it now. 

its normal  to feel like this, even if its a silly things. just writing this makes me realize that its dumb, but its normal (as long that it is not bad jealousy).

just wanted to write this because it feels so human, being so dumb. i love it!! i love being dumb and feeling funny and weird feelings!! 

thanks for reading!! and i hope u have a nice day! be yourself always and be cool B)