Working...Working.. Done

Whats good people

Another year, another section of blogs I'll delete 3 months down the road

I applied at another restaurant today.. I don't know why I did it. I don't need the money. I already have two jobs. I don't have the time. But I did.

I honestly think im a workoholic its all i do it put it over school and my family, ive always enjoyed it even on the bad days with shitty customers or shitty pay i still love my jobs. I still crave the feeling of being at work. It sounds so weird, but I don't know it's like working is my hobby my passion my calling. I would do it in any setting, at any time, no pay, whatever is needed id do it because i love to work. 



I actually got my raise held back for my priority job, I'm a shift lead so we get them on a timed out basis. Ive been having issues with this girl at work, We never work together and i honestly never see her buttt she hates me, she always talks about me saying Im bad at my job and I don't know what I'm doing, This is my third long term job and I've been working since 14 while this is her first, Anyhoo she happened to be doing this while a member of district was around (they're friends :p) and so district went to my manager and yup.. They gave me no good reason, no warning, nothing.
No i dont need the money but this still feels like a huge set back, as much as i love my jobs i feel like at every turn im defeated and burnt out..
Also my second job has a whole other section of issues that would have to be a whole post in itself.

So now to today, I applied at another place, I think I'm trying to find a positive work situation to relieve myself from all the toxic situations at my other jobs, but think I'm also being dumb by putting myself under this workload and stress. I can't really stop, though. 

I really dont know why im making this. Its alllll over the place but i just need to get it off my chest. 



Wish me luck with this new job situation 



Hopefully better things are in store!